In every thing I do...

In my life it is about what I want to know and not about others thinking of what I should do. And this is one of my weaknesses still that I think many times before taking a decision. But it is alright.

What I think I should do is the mix of something as follows and not one thing. For example, if I want to watch a movie, I should see the reviews no doubt but my choice to watch the movie should not depend only on the reviews of others. They are their reviews and I do not need to agree with them totally but I can get some idea. So I do not want to decide solely on the others reviews but take some advices from them. Sometimes reviews may be really bad because it is a love story and do not have any action filled scenes. But still it can be the best movie for me.

So the idea is I should not decide on what others say. If we assume something like following, it would be more realistic. Some may say, oh man why you play cricket that you may know you will be losing or you didn't perform well? If you analyze them, they do not have a permanent place in the team or they have lost the will to play. Even they play for the team, they are not significant players or has key roles. What I should do is what I should be doing and what I enjoy doing and not about what others say. Even if I do not perform well, it doesn't matter what others say, I should continue playing because I enjoy doing it and not doing it for anything else.

And I think I sometimes boast abit. But one thing is true. I always boast about what I can do or what I have done. I know for fact that I can do many things at first than many others. In life, I have done many things and experienced many things. Giving Blood is one such thing. So I do not hesitate to boast abit or be proud about what I have done. I could say here that I was manly enough or brave enough to do such thing. Or I may be thinking of saving one other life than mine by doing so while others may be thinking only about themselves even they issue thousands of talks about saving the world. Oh.. these things may be somewhat boasting about what I have done but its me after all.... :)

And I know for sure that I do not do one thing. That is I do not laugh at one's shortcomings. I really do not want to do that. If I have done something like that , no I do not think I have done something like that ever. At least I try not to do so. And I do not hesitate to tell what I do well. For example, one may struggle to drive even a automatic car while I may driving a manual car with ease and perform a clutch balance on a steep hill in the line for traffic lights. So You get what I am trying to convey here right? I do not laugh at others faults and If I do so, I have millions of things to laugh at but I boast abit about what I do. May be it is not boasting but talking about that!