Blindness

Oh GOD, I was totally went emotional while lunch break. When I was done with my lunch, I saw a person coming along with a girl ( the girl was leading him by hand and she was one of the cashiers at the counter ). Then suddenly I realized he must be blind. And also since my university is facilitating handicapped people and famous for that, there are many people walk by me most of the time.

This guy, he looks innocent and good looking too. And I felt so sad for him that he couldn't see and I was thinking how on earth he is going to eat??? At the very moment I thought for my self will I be able to have my lunch when my eyes are closed? And when it feels all dark and I do not know where my food on the table. How they look like. How can I get appetite without looking delicious food? And also I though, if he is blind, he cannot use fork and spoon. I was totally lost with hundreds of thoughts and imaginations.

I saw he was asking something from the girl before she left. I pulled out my chair just to see how he is going to eat. He calmly touched the food and took the chips to his side from the tray. He touched the top of them and took one piece and ate it. Oh.. my GOD I do not know why I felt like that but I felt so sad, sorry and it encouraged me to thing that I do not appreciate the site I have. This is not that one of those lectures of something but its my own feelings. I questioned, why GOD he is like that. But this is really invalid in this context. I do not have answers for these. may be he is feeling different to these and about us.

I just came to the lab and wanted to note my feelings today in my blog before I forget about it. It was emotional....