Wednesday, June 26, 2013

I'm reaching late 20 s ...... :) :(

It is hard to believe that I am 29 today. So many years have gone by. As I recall, after my early to mid 20s, I do not know how the rest of the years went by. All the good memories I have are before my mid 20 s. The days I went to school and campus and time spent with cousins playing and going on trips. When I was going to school, I remember, I get up around 6 15 am, then come into the living room and drink a cup of milk prepared by mom and then sleep or lie on the couch for another 10-15 minutes until I feel get up. And then that time where I feel time to get up and just jump out of the couch when time is nearly 6 45 am. The school van comes at 7 10 am. When I was going to campus, it was even crazier, as I get up around 5 50 am and have to catch the train at 6 20 am. But all the same way of getting up. School days, my sister also gets ready to go to school. She goes first into the bathroom and then me. Then I missed when she finished here school days that I had to get ready alone.

Those days are gone now and I am getting older and older. Time to accept that I am a person that I looked at my childhood days as a man. It is time to accept that I am no longer a child or a teenager. A person that I saw the living images of my father and others. So it is sometimes look scary. But I think its okay, I will get used to it.

This B'Day is my last in the 20 s. I feel old already but I dnt look like that right? Oh yeah, you always think like that but the reality may be different. Also I feel like, when I wish somebody on a B'Day I do not feel any special. But for that person, it feels and means alot. You get to feel this when it is your B'Day. Sometimes you may feel oh, I may not wish that person but you may not realize that the simple words you mention may mean alot to that person and makes his day. These are some random thoughts I got today and during past few B'Days.

I also should thank Lord Jesus for many things I have today. Wonderful parents, cousins, parents and caring close ones. The blessings  I have are abundant and he often led me into correct paths in past years. On my B'Day I thank you for everything and keep me, my family, cousins, loved ones and friends safe.